See…Imma RSO and I have mental disabilities. I told the cops that I didn’t and still don’t remember my offense or when it even happened. But I do remember them saying to me (after I told em about how i have been molested and raped since age 7) “its not your fault but it is…you was groomed to do this! Just admit it and everything will be better!” But when I told my C.A. Lawyer that, she said that it was too late for that kinda info and I ended up taking a plea deal. My judge said that she doesn’t believe that I committed this crime out of sanity and that my case was odd, but she told me to not come back (“I know that you are not coming in here based on how much ‘Good Behavior Time’ and all the recommendations from C.O.s and Sergent’s”

As I have been going to SO Anger Management, I realized that this happened out of rage and revenge. And because I was never taught how to express myself in any way as a child and growing up, my heavy drug and alcohol use and the rape and molestation I have dealt with over the past 20 years. I have a 5 yr. probation and gotta register for life, for something I don’t remember doing or when it happened, about to get disability and in a state that doesn’t give a shit about RSO, just the therapists in the Jail I was in for 2 yrs.

But yes, this offense I committed has drastically change my life, my family’s and the kid (the most). I regret it every time I hear certain songs that she/ he liked. Its funny, every time I talk to my therapist…she always asks “What have your voices been saying to you recently?” and “How suicidal are you? Do I need to call anyone?” I tell her the same thing regarding the suicidal part but the voices are annoying. They never stop talking unless I got my music or movie is on…then I have to deal with the demons and the Greyonches every so often. Sometimes with all this going on at the same time, death is the better answer for everyone’s issue with me. I have always been suicidal since i was 7 and its never gonna change…

I made my time with my therapist so dry and uninteresting that she cut me loose about a year in. (of what could have been 3 years)

Well, one size does NOT fit all and the label of sex offender is designed precisely to do that. Remove the individual and create another number to be processed. This is done to make it easier to get away with the continuing mistreatment and ongoing punishment of those label and lumped together as “sex offenders.”

Most listed got there as a result of a one time mistake, bad legal advice, plea bargain, or other simply intimidated into not fighting against a system that is rigged for them to fail. May were convicted of victimless crimes so what danger to the present to the public – none at all. Yet they are lumped together with dangerous indiducla as if they themselves are dangerous which they are not.

What is worse is that even after doing their time and paying their debt to society they are NOT allowed the second chance that everyone else is given to heal and move on with the only life they have. No they are monitored and publicly shunned with housing restrictions, denied jobs, and generally treated as outcasts with no possibility of ever being welcomed back into the community.

It is proven time and time again that the data used to “justify” this mistreatment of a small (but growing) segment of American citizens is false and yet it is to the benefit of politicians and law enforcement to prepectuate these stereotypes and to use the associated fear to manipulate the public at the expense of the constitutionally protected “rights” of those labelled as Registered Sex Offenders.